Up In the Air.

another random update

Damn…so it has been soooooooooooooo long since I last updated even though I was determined to keep up and post something more frequently. aye..fail on my part. But here I am and with my random out of the blue, stream of consciousness updates. :)

Got into a car accident (not my fault) and have been car-less and bumming rides from ppl for the past 2 weeks..about to start my 3rd, our school’s basketball team has made it to the NCAA men’s national championship for basketball (if they win the championship, I will have experienced winning the title twice! *fingers crossed*) Graduating in May (finally) *don’t ever change your major!* Got a tattoo that means more than just being cool (may post up, soon). Looking forward to finally going back home to Oregon, for longer than a vacation/ school break, I miss my family. :) (just don’t want to deal with the moving part) Still in a very happy and loving 1 1/2 year relationship! :D hmmm…i think that is it for now..but some amazing things still to come so hopefully, as long as i can update in a reasonable timeframe, you will know as they happen! I promise to post my tattoo!

Enjoy life, and don’t regret anything!

Peace!

LJY

Date: 04.01.12 Time: 15:08 PM
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UPdate

Please check out some of the new photos I have taken @ www.flickr.com/photos/jing88 TY

Date: 01.18.12 Time: 00:01 AM
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frustrations; random mental spewing of emotion and words.

So in my english 352 course which is poetry we have “writing time” which is prompt by a theme or some sort of discussion or work of art and we are asked to write about something related and this is what I wrote for my last class it wasn’t really a poem but just what I felt and wrote down on the paper…
Twisting, wrenching, ripping, and pulling till exhaustion. Aimlessly rowing a boat in circles because I have only one row. hopelessly and absolutely going nowhere but here. And here is where the golden sun rises and falls, and awakens the lustrious moon. I am here where the wind howls and blows cold bitter air. I am hopelessly spinning, knotting, tearing, and stretching myself to the point of breaking and calling out to no one there for help, for their hand, calling out and asking for forgiveness, that second chance. But I am here not in a dark room, nor alone in the sea, but in my own mind looking for the key. Key to my frustrations, answer to problems. Just looking for the answer. I just don’t know what it is.

Date: 10.19.11 Time: 15:28 PM
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